आइ लभ यू

फूलबारीमा एकै छिन घुम्न जाउँ है
त्यहा“लाखौं भमराहरु पनि छन् अरे ।
अरुलाई छलेर एक्लै तिमी आउँ है
पर्खिबस्छु चौतारीमा अबश्य आउनु भरे ।।

त्रि्रै मात्र लाग्छ मलाई भर
आज भोलि छैन कुनै अव डर ।
समाजको कुनै नगरौ वास्ता
छैन डर हामी एकै साथ बस्दा ।।

तिमी मेरै हौ छैन कुनै दोधार
तिमी नै हो मेरो बा“च्ने आधार ।
अधुरो लाग्छ यो जीवन तिमी बिना
मायाँ लाग्छ तिमीलाई मात्र किन ।।

अब त बुझिदेउ मनको ब्यथा पनि
बोलिदेउ मलाई आइ लभ यू भनी ।
तिमीलाई पठाएको छु पहिलो पत्र
गएको छैन उमेर मेरो बल्ल भयो सत्र ।।

त्यसैले हाम्रो मिल्छ राम्रो जोडी
नजाउँ है तिमी यो दिल तोडी ।
आउछौ भनी आशा छ भरे राती
तिमी नै बनाउँला जीवन साथी ।।

-नीर बाहदुर तामाङ

“Life dance”
What follows, in such time as has not
comes yet waits for me to find it?
What dreams drift in mists
covering what unfamiliar peaks?
What unexpected mime is being readied
for me, and what part will I have?

In any case the tale will be
the Fool’s, with his naked joy, his Bride
dancing down the world of time,
somersaulting unto whenever they arrive_
awry, askew, rumpled, roses in their hair!
How unthinkable to go with them!
To open fingers, toes, eyes, arms,
for receiving their grace so graceless,
to see their faces down-white, death_
what their gaze shining as moonrise!
How thinkable! But heart
bends to them as toward flowers.
so bend. Perhaps_ be mended.

Perhaps_why not?_be thrown by
wind into their wild sweeps of sky
where up and down are words only,
where see reaches and ragged spume
became living whether or not I
choose it so, where I am pitched
and tossed in a game whose stakes
are higher than I can encompass!

shout! Rush into all storms
but with honest in tent. The Fool
and his Bride are truth,
honest and honestly moonstruck, and
they dance in hurricanes,
In the very eye itself. In space.
So in some fashion they stand
beyond me in storm. Dancing. Calling.
Blurred and whirling in time
neither before nor after, I must
go or fall away forever, forever.

Raj tamu
KSA

Diamond Jewelry
Written By: -Nilan Kumar Maharjan (Thechomi)
(02 Jan, 2006)

A day of January 1st 2003…
When I open my Eyes in the plain
On the sky of Saudi Arabia
I saw; some are puzzling in the earth
I feel; Oh! Great! How beautiful are these…
A gift as heaven of the God….
I thanked to the God again and again
To provided me a great chance
To come in this Heaven for Bright Future.

A second Day of the Afternoon!
Oh! My God! I saw the field
And Places of Sand all around
After watching that event
My heart is weeping with big tears
It made me sad and bore

At that time, I feel my motherland
Calling me! Calling me back in my country
But I can’t…! I am not able to go back
Coz…! The rope of Contract,
Tight me for 3 three Years…

And then often times, I scold
To my certificates and my targets
Often time, I upset on my dream…
Coz! That sold me in this sand land.
With Rayls for three years

Every afternoon! When I lookup in the sky…
I request to the god, to make me a bird
Then fly to reach my country and motherland
But can’t! The God; god ignored my pray.

And again the another night
I saw the God Aalhaaa
In this sand land
And Showing me some gold
In the sand land with singing
Oh! Its makes me very happy
And I feel; I am staying
In the heaven with Gold

But the days of afternoon!
I feel; I am a bird in the case…
Where, there are no ways to fly

The days and nights are playing with me!
And again a day of night; I saw Aalhaa
He is telling me to stay in this Saudi Arabia
And says!
Open….!! Open….!! Open… your eyes!!

He is telling me; if you open your eyes of heart!
You can find Diamonds in this Sand Land…
Which makes your future bright & wealthy
This makes your dream fulfill….!
Open! Open your Eyes of heart….
Its makes you wealthy of mind…!!

He told me to stop the steps of foot
Which is willing to go back in motherland
He told me to join; Saudi Aramco Company!
That makes you as a diamond of Sand land.

As according as God Alahaa in Dream…
I joined in Aramco as Computer Operator.
I get there some friends as my parents
I feel; Alahaa send them to teach me everything
And day by day, I learned with them
As a diamond of my dreams

I got great, helpful friends & bosses
In U-8/GPED/MPU-1 & UPED on my way
As bees gets flower for nectar…
I am here for making gold & diamonds
With my friends, Sir and Bosses

Unfortunately! A day has came
As last date of my contract
Oh! I feel, I feel so bad and bore!
Ya! I have got Diamond and Gold in this sand land
I get Diamond on this Sand land
I got the way of my dream & bright future
I found here the way of successful life

But!!
Time has came here to leave this land
It’s my pleasure to go back motherland
But! I am not happy..!! I am not perfectly happy..!!
To leaving this land where I get diamond of life…!
Yes I got Gold and Diamond in this land
Yes I got Gold and Diamond in different office

But…!
Sir, Bosses!
I am unable to made Jewelry from this…
Which I got Diamond in Aramco office
I am unable to made Jewelry from this…
Which I get from Friends and Sir, Bosses
I am unable to made Golden Jewelry
Which I got Gold in this Sand Land?

Sorry! Sorry to all and would like to say
Bye Bye..!! Good Bye………!! Bye…..